Catching up

I am not even going to try to catch up on the lost YEARS of my blog. :)

I have been reading a book and one of the big questions are "what thing or things can you do that will make you a happier person." 
Ummmm NOTHING!! Who has time for anything? I have given up everything I love to do. I hardly read. I eat horrible. I gave up all my workout plans. I have gained weight. I stopped taking pictures... It is a long list. It is depressing. I have been trying to figure out what I could put on my happy list. What could I fit in amid kiddo doc appointments and Davids looming surgery. The answer is writing. I miss writing. It doesn't have to be a great blog piece read by thousands. It could be even just a blog for me. I could share or not share but the act of sitting down and typing anything is peace..
I am going to start small. I am not going to work on the perfect blog post. I am just going to write from my heart. It could make sense. It could not. The point is this will be one small thing for me.

Oh I still plan on getting back to workouts. I have a thought and goal in my head about that too. I am waiting to see how David's surgery goes though. I am stuck in limbo until we know how life will be after this. So many aspects in our life right now are driven by the health and doctor appointments of those in this house.